I met Lars again today, he was sportinfg a new pair of wino trousers and a checked shirt. he still has the old army boots I got for him, but he is waiting for the autumn to start fully before using them.
I filled up his flask with some very special expensive coffee I had bought from Harrods. He like it I tell him it's from the local shop. He wouldn't have it other wise.
I sit next to him sipping from my cup. He asks where I have been and I tell him about my coma. Oh he says can you take asprin for that, why asprin I say, It's what they always give these days, he answers.
I think we sat for about an hour Lars and I. Looking out over the park. I tell him about my ex Lars says he'd punch him if he wen't so old.
Lars you are lovely, he kissed my forehead before I went.
He is like a monk rather than a tramp but I love him non the less. We respect each other emensly I who has so much and he who has so little.
He said he is looking for a nice jacket for winter. He asks me tpo go to the church to help him pick from the piles of donations. He does not want to be out of fashion. I think we will go wednesday.
Sunday 20 September 2009
photos where's it gone??
My photo seems to have gone a bit wrong, I donot know why.
put my name in google images and you will find me. remember my name spelling.
Camilla Jasperssen (note two s's)
http://images.google.co.uk/images?hl=en&um=1&sa=1&q=camilla+jasperssen&btnG=Search+images&aq=f&oq=
put my name in google images and you will find me. remember my name spelling.
Camilla Jasperssen (note two s's)
http://images.google.co.uk/images?hl=en&um=1&sa=1&q=camilla+jasperssen&btnG=Search+images&aq=f&oq=
my EX
I have just had coffee with my ex husband. It was nice but I havn't seen him for so long. He just up and phoned me on me cell fone. come out with me camilla he said. OK.
we spoke about the past which sadly seemed irrelevant to me especially after what happened to me over the past year or so. We sat in the cafe chatting and he finally said I have split up with annabel.
Who annabel was I don't know as this was the first time he had mentioined anything about other lovers.
That was because I was the only one of us to mention his other lover when I told him I was divorcing him. I was away on my first medical assault course in America. I came back early and forgot I had left me keys to our flat in the flat so that I wouldn't lose them. My neighbor was in so I had coffee with her. she seemed a little uneasy but not toward me. we went out onto the balcony and tlked there. Then I heard noises in my flat I peared around the divide and saw them naked and together on our white leather sofa, calf leather as well.
Well I climbed out above the streets around the divide and just sat with my coffee from Pia on our balcony looking out over the city. Come back Pia said he will see you, don't let him demeen you. Don't worry Pia go back in side put the perculator back on I will be around in a minute.
After a few minutes they got to a stage where their passions could be heard building up to orgasm. I got up opened the french windows and walk out of the flat, justy straight through, past the couple in coitus on my white calf leather sofa, and to the front door. I heard his mistress eek! and say who is that, he said Camilla, you're back..., I just said Im just off to get some wine for dinner, and out I went.
He didn't follow luckily for him as my six weeks with a US SWAT team training to be an assault medic would have taken it's toll on him.
I had been stronger than I could ever have imagined. I knocked Pia's door and went in the I cried. Pia is in her 70's and she just said Fuck him, take him for everything.
We talked for a while and then I left, he said it was good to see me and I said the same. He asked if we could meet for dinner, and I said No I am with someone else now. He laughed and said you can never replace me. I said I know I don't make the same mistakes twice. Good bye
we spoke about the past which sadly seemed irrelevant to me especially after what happened to me over the past year or so. We sat in the cafe chatting and he finally said I have split up with annabel.
Who annabel was I don't know as this was the first time he had mentioined anything about other lovers.
That was because I was the only one of us to mention his other lover when I told him I was divorcing him. I was away on my first medical assault course in America. I came back early and forgot I had left me keys to our flat in the flat so that I wouldn't lose them. My neighbor was in so I had coffee with her. she seemed a little uneasy but not toward me. we went out onto the balcony and tlked there. Then I heard noises in my flat I peared around the divide and saw them naked and together on our white leather sofa, calf leather as well.
Well I climbed out above the streets around the divide and just sat with my coffee from Pia on our balcony looking out over the city. Come back Pia said he will see you, don't let him demeen you. Don't worry Pia go back in side put the perculator back on I will be around in a minute.
After a few minutes they got to a stage where their passions could be heard building up to orgasm. I got up opened the french windows and walk out of the flat, justy straight through, past the couple in coitus on my white calf leather sofa, and to the front door. I heard his mistress eek! and say who is that, he said Camilla, you're back..., I just said Im just off to get some wine for dinner, and out I went.
He didn't follow luckily for him as my six weeks with a US SWAT team training to be an assault medic would have taken it's toll on him.
I had been stronger than I could ever have imagined. I knocked Pia's door and went in the I cried. Pia is in her 70's and she just said Fuck him, take him for everything.
We talked for a while and then I left, he said it was good to see me and I said the same. He asked if we could meet for dinner, and I said No I am with someone else now. He laughed and said you can never replace me. I said I know I don't make the same mistakes twice. Good bye
Hello
Hello,
I had a religeous experience the other day. I saw a sign saying car wash 5Kr so I pulled in and the guy at the entrance gave me 5Kr and said go in wash your car and have a coffee on us. He gave me a religious leaflet about his church.
I spoke to a woman when I got in and recieved my coffee, I talked about work and what I was up to at the moment keeping the kooky stuff to my self. I looked at her skin which seemed god and her eyes deep set blue eyes, very enchanting.
Then she said to me would you like to come to chruch next sunday. Maybe I said politely. You could meet me there and you could sit with my husband and children. Possibly maybe.
Normally I would have left long before but i thought to my self, Camilla she is a nice person she has faith in her proposal it can be accepted without expectation or declined without offence. It would however make me thsame as all the other s who wishing to cause neither expectation or offence say maybe.
Instead of saying maybe I said No I was busy, another week maybe but I would have to see. I spoke with her a lilttle longer without being patronising.
Goodbye I said, god speed she replied, bless you.
I found that I was warmed not by god or faith but just because a staranger had conversed with me without expectation or commital.
Strange,..........
I had a religeous experience the other day. I saw a sign saying car wash 5Kr so I pulled in and the guy at the entrance gave me 5Kr and said go in wash your car and have a coffee on us. He gave me a religious leaflet about his church.
I spoke to a woman when I got in and recieved my coffee, I talked about work and what I was up to at the moment keeping the kooky stuff to my self. I looked at her skin which seemed god and her eyes deep set blue eyes, very enchanting.
Then she said to me would you like to come to chruch next sunday. Maybe I said politely. You could meet me there and you could sit with my husband and children. Possibly maybe.
Normally I would have left long before but i thought to my self, Camilla she is a nice person she has faith in her proposal it can be accepted without expectation or declined without offence. It would however make me thsame as all the other s who wishing to cause neither expectation or offence say maybe.
Instead of saying maybe I said No I was busy, another week maybe but I would have to see. I spoke with her a lilttle longer without being patronising.
Goodbye I said, god speed she replied, bless you.
I found that I was warmed not by god or faith but just because a staranger had conversed with me without expectation or commital.
Strange,..........
Thursday 17 September 2009
Hi today went well.
I managed to successfully set up my training regimen. Out came the old equipment my body armour and helmet. Strange you may think that a Danish blond would be able to pull out of her closet a set of HV body armour and kevlar helmet. just a few items from my varied past.
on to stretches and stretches in my equipment. getting used to the weight and the movement restrictions. This will allow me to change my programm to suit my needs.
I have made a jump board a jump-o-meter as and old friend used to call it. you stand up striaght normally with the jump board to the right. You place your right arm straight up with your palm facing the board, I use a sticker on the pads of my fingers. you bend at the knees keeping your back straight (obviously you bend at the waist a little). You jump up as high and as straight as you can sticking the sticker on the board. Record the results.
I do this in equipment and out of it. your score will improve and you will eventually reach a max jump height.
my board is outside around the side of the building. You cannot see it from the road but my neighbors can. I get some stange looks especially when I have worn my 'gear'.
I managed to successfully set up my training regimen. Out came the old equipment my body armour and helmet. Strange you may think that a Danish blond would be able to pull out of her closet a set of HV body armour and kevlar helmet. just a few items from my varied past.
on to stretches and stretches in my equipment. getting used to the weight and the movement restrictions. This will allow me to change my programm to suit my needs.
I have made a jump board a jump-o-meter as and old friend used to call it. you stand up striaght normally with the jump board to the right. You place your right arm straight up with your palm facing the board, I use a sticker on the pads of my fingers. you bend at the knees keeping your back straight (obviously you bend at the waist a little). You jump up as high and as straight as you can sticking the sticker on the board. Record the results.
I do this in equipment and out of it. your score will improve and you will eventually reach a max jump height.
my board is outside around the side of the building. You cannot see it from the road but my neighbors can. I get some stange looks especially when I have worn my 'gear'.
Tuesday 15 September 2009
Hello all,
I am back from the brink the scandinavian trait of getting drunk and slipping into you got it a coma. Well I am BACK I am officially off rock bottom. I would like to thanks a few friends of mine for getting me out of this rut.
Jules Burnett
Bernadette Piasdottir
Søren Jensen
Stine Bramsen
Andy Baker
Pia Kirton
It has been a variation of direct help, getting me out, fitness, thanks Søren, and some good healthy coversation which sorted my head out. I am now better than I was immediately after my coma, not the drink one that is.
I am a little vacant but I am up. I bought some new make-up and clothes, shoes and UNDERWEAR. Not what you think just the feeling of nice new pants, cotton ones and a bra that fits, heaven!
The gym, sit-ups, press-ups, planks and side swipes. Ten minutes on the bag as well.
I am back from the brink the scandinavian trait of getting drunk and slipping into you got it a coma. Well I am BACK I am officially off rock bottom. I would like to thanks a few friends of mine for getting me out of this rut.
Jules Burnett
Bernadette Piasdottir
Søren Jensen
Stine Bramsen
Andy Baker
Pia Kirton
It has been a variation of direct help, getting me out, fitness, thanks Søren, and some good healthy coversation which sorted my head out. I am now better than I was immediately after my coma, not the drink one that is.
I am a little vacant but I am up. I bought some new make-up and clothes, shoes and UNDERWEAR. Not what you think just the feeling of nice new pants, cotton ones and a bra that fits, heaven!
The gym, sit-ups, press-ups, planks and side swipes. Ten minutes on the bag as well.
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